What I Want To Be?

Pretty simple question right?? Question that we often been asked from the older,parent,teachers.

Right now,,I'm having some kind of What-I want-to-be-when-I-grow-up sickness..

Why did I call it sickness?? Cause this question keep bothering me and made me always curious with my ambition. 

It's like,,

          should I really be a ____ or I should be ______? But _____ is kinda cool. 

And on and on and on.. Get it?

When I was a little girl, my ambition was to be an AIRLINE PILOT.

And I believe those are what I want to be when I grow up but then my teacher told me that a pilot cannot wear spectacles,(which I'm not so sure). 

Then of course, PILOT> CANCEL 

Well,to be a pilot was my first ever ambition. Since then, I'm still not sure with what I'm gonna be in the future. HUHUHU..Even my teacher shocked when I told her I'm not sure of my ambition.

My friends and teachers and family often tell me to be a DOCTOR. They said I have the face and attitude and brain(hahaha,,maybe :) ) of a doctor but an ambition is not about following what people want us to be..Right? Doctor,,I wonder if I have the gut to be a doctor. Doctor these days quit,,awesome,,and genius,,and efficient with their work. And there also LOTSSS of doctors to . Haihhh,, Try to guess what do I feel about this. 

And it's not end yet.

Since I'm not so sure with this Choosing-By-Other- Career,, I'm thinking about doing something that is more me. Well,,I love to write and (ehem-ehem) quit good at it..( Don't roll your eyes,,Just saying :o ) So  I'm thinking about be a writer. I also love to help other people and ask and hear their problems. Most of my friends(ehem-ehem again) sometimes ask for my help and often search for me when they need someone to talk to. Hehehe( again,,don't roll your eyes,, smile,smile,,) 

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To tell the truth,I know only me,myself know what I really want to be. 

It just because of several reason and obstruction and adversity could made me so upside down. 

What can I say,,I am one learning teenager too.

 I wish I can make the right choice . For my future sake. 00000